you and me

i feel so terrrrribbbbleeee now
who says that i am not an emotional person????
i feel like dyiiiinnnngggg
felt so depressed.

The world seems to be moving without me
my sheep seems to have their own life
lossing control and hate that feeling

i am not moving forward adn cant move back
i am trap ... help me!!! God help me!!!!!!!

dear lord,

decided to call this post, "you and me" cos its just between you and me. i am feeling so sucky recently. I've lied and really sorry about it. and i feel so awefully disappointed and angry with j. why arent she picking up my call? and this has been the .... times! dunno wat to do with her. got a strong feeling that she wont be there tomorrow. its much easier to shut one eye and just pretned that i dun see anything... am sutting my eye now... dun sms...